Admitting you’ve failed is one of the hardest things in life, but admitting you succeeded and have then undone it all is extremely difficult. I think I’ve been hiding from myself, the truth and my once exciting blog because I know I’m failing. At one point I had just 21 measly pounds to lose. I almost feel like I’m back to square one again (I’m not don’t worry!). Today I referred to my own blog for a fit-ball work out, go figure! I’ve finally come to realize that no matter what, dieting has to be a part of my life. We all envy those individuals who can eat what they want and not gain an ounce but on further investigation I don’t think those people exist.
I was having a little chat with my lovely sister after moaning that I’m so fat again and realized that I’m only a massive porker because I allow myself to be. I don’t have the certain self restraint that she has which ensures she is always a teeny size 8. Self restraint is what I need!
I’ve decided I can no longer blame my weight on; big bones, the bad bits of the gene pool, slow metabolism, god hates me, and all the other lame excuses I’m guilty of. I’ve put weight on because I have allowed myself too, Lighter Life wasn’t the change of lifestyle a serial dieter needs, I’ve decided to turn over a new leaf. I’m going to try eating healthy for once!
Lets see how long this lasts…
So I'm back after a considerable amount of time. Like the rest of us I've spent the past too long eating too much but generally enjoying life so I'm not going to beat myself up about it all too much!
I've recently started the Weight Watcher's Pro Point's plan so I'll keep myself on track with the help of my blog and lovely followers!
In the mean time here's my new tattoo, I loves it!
